I'm still here...

Wow.. already getting off track with my blog posts? That shouldn't be happening so soon...

Do you ever feel like you know you have a ton of things to do, but when the time comes to do the first thing on your list, you end up just blowing it off and doing something pretty much pointless? Yeah, that's been me lately. I have a number of projects I need to get done for myself (I even have them written down in order of importance, and when in the week I should work on each item), but for some reason, I always end up watching T.V. or checking my email or playing online games... *sigh*

Do I lack motivation? Obviously the reward of getting these things accomplished is not incentive enough... so what is to be done? Thinking about it a bit more, I really think I'm just daunted by all I have to do that I find myself just avoiding it all. That's just messed up. I think the list is a good idea, but I just need to make each task smaller so that I can get them accomplished little by little... "Monday, I'll get number 1, 2 and 3 done".... or maybe just 1 and 2? Well, whatever amount I end up doing each day, at least each of those is one less thing I need to get done. Gah. I guess I'll go get started then.

Oh, on another note, I'm super happy my uber-buddy Laura in Toronto got my belated birthday present! Snail mail took two weeks!!! Recently, I've started crocheting and am pretty much obsessed with Amigurumi, which are little crocheted creatures, animals, objects, etc... super cute stuff. I made her a little cactus (get it? Arizona...? hahaha) and shipped it on its merry way to a somewhat chilly Canada. Promptly named Coco upon her arrival, I'm sure she's adjusting nicely to the emerging greenery of Scarborough. :) At least she'll be enjoying it for me...

Once I get more stuff on my list done, I'll be sure to talk more about my Amigurumi fanaticism.... It's slightly disturbing actually... and there'll be pictures!

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